Hello beautiful people of the internet!
Can anyone relate to the following stuff about life?
It really really reallllly sucks not to have a best friend. I hang out with a group of 6ish friends and they are wonderful, smart, and beautiful people. But I can’t help but feel left out a lot of times. Sometimes it’s like they are trying to ignore me on purpose….. but then after a few weeks things go back to normal.
No one in my group has a definite best friend…. and it really sucks.
I don’t have that one friend that I can truly share my deepest and darkest secrets with. The one where I can talk about nerdy stuff without them thinking I’m too serious. The one where I can talk about family issues. The one where we can make up completely stupid dances. The one where i can run to and hug and cry off all my worries.
I don’t have that one friend where we can be completely stupid together and not care about what others think.
There are 2 people in my friend group that are more…. popular? More socially pleasing? They just know what to say and when to say and they have that magic social charm. And everyone else in my group likes to hangout with them. And it seems like conversations don’t happen too much without those 2 “popular” people.
I don’t know that any one of my friends would consider me as their first choice. I feel all alone sometimes.
I’m not depressed or anything it’s just that I miss the old life where I had that definite best friend and partner in crime but she moved away 😦